FINALS

have finally arrived, and i wish they would leave.
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However, Saturday is winter formal and I am very excited!!
ITS GUNNA BE CRAY C.

I am definitely

at the MUN conference right now. This is my first one and its pretty legit!
I can't wait till i get to see my rilo kiley <3
Ok bye.

Maybe..

I feel like I want to cut my hair short. Not really short but shorter. I'm kindof scared to make such a drastic change, and I don't know what to do. Ahhhh!

Sit and Think

Rachel and I were talking yesterday and I realized something. Everything that makes up my daily and normal life at this moment is all about to change drastically. I mean, not in a bad way, but it is just about to become greatly different. My brother is going to be leaving for college in less than 6 months and graduating and the whole deal. He will be moving out, going far away to college and it will be so different. We have so much fun together and I know I am going to miss him a heck of a lot when I don't see him every day. It is going to be so weird because we will both be out of the house soon and won't be living under mom and dad's roof anymore. This is going to take some getting used to. On a lighter note, I will be able to drive people in July legally. Party. This will be the end of much agony over a line of 6483920 cars following each other to the same place. Also, my grandma is engaged and is getting married this June. She is currently living with us and it's great. She has such a positive attitude and I am going to thoroughly miss her, yet I am so glad for this oppurtunity in her life.

I remember when I was younger, I couldn't wait to do all the things that come with growing up. But now that most of it has arrived, I sometimes wish my mom could still drive Jay and I to school again and then I could play with my friends outside for hours carelessly after school. Time seems to be going by so fast lately and I don't care for it. Nope, not one bit. I feel all I can do is try and hold onto everything now and don't take it for granted.